Hi Sweetheart i just thought i would sit and talk to you for a while nothing much has changed really Loren is studying for her exams they start in May i think she will do well. I am still working and trying to control the dogs we have a trainer coming next wednesday for buster he is at that age where he thinks he can do what he wants remember when Cleo got to that stage ? I think he will be ok though he just needs a bit of tough love ha ha. They miss you Kevin they still look for you when we take them out if they see someone in a dark coat they start to pull towards them I know they think its you. I miss you so much love even when I think I am doing ok I still miss you I get so sad at times but I try to not feel like that all the time people get fed up of seeing a misery dont they ? Its Mothers Day this weekend thats another first they seem to be coming all at once at the moment this time last year was when it all seemed to start I remember it all so vividly. I love you Kevin I know I always will xx