Hi My Love well tomorrow it will be 9 months since I lost you where has the time gone? Things seem to be getting a little easier this week the weather has changed a bit so that helps I started planting in the garden getting the veg ready I also put some new lights up in your garden and put in some new plants for you I put your plaque on the bench so now when I sit on it I know you are near me. I miss you so much and I would give anything to have you with me. I love you Kevin and that will never change stay near me my love I need you xxx