Hi My Love well its christmas day and its so not the same without you here with us you would have been getting ready to go for a drink now and looking forward to your dinner. Daniel and Sarah stayed last night. I was thinking back to last year and how different it is to this one who would have thought that 6 months down the line from christmas 2009 you wouldnt be here with me I wouldnt have believed it but its true and I miss you so very much. I love you my Kevin I always will. I hope you like your garden and the decorations I have put in it I think of you constantly and I wish I could be with you but I know one day I will be with you again all my love for always your wife Tracey xx, Merry Christmas My Love wherever you are xxx