Hi My Love we have had some really bad weather lots of snow I was going to put your lights up but your garden is still covered with snow hopefully next weekend will be better. I was just thinking of you and remembering your Sunday routine you would be in the pub now having your first pint with your friends how I wish you still were. I am so lost and lonely without you Kevin I miss you so much. This time last year we were just about ready to go on our holiday to Goa that wont be happening again I am glad we had that last holiday together and I know you enjoyed it but who would have thought that 6 months later you wouldnt be with me any more I never ever imagined that Kevin I never imagined my life without you in it and now I have to. I love you so much all my love for always your wife Tracey xx