Hi My Love well not a good day today I have been and cleared the snow from your garden I get so sad when I go to your garden I wish you were here to see it but I am sure that you can. Christmas is getting nearer and I am dreading it I am trying to put a brave face on it for every one else but inside I feel so down I know you were not a big fan but even so it just wont be the same without you here mind you nothing is the same any more and nothing ever will be again. I love you My Kevin and I miss you so much xxx