Well My Love another bad day i dont seem to be having many good ones lately I wish I could write to you and tell you that I am doing ok but just lately its like I am going backwards. I was talking to your mum yesterday she says she is doing ok we talk at least once a week she is the only one that contacts me so that is nice. Its been really cold over the past couple of days and I hate the cold as you know I wish you were here with me to cheer me up because I am so down. I miss you so much My Kevin and I love you and need you with me. 4 months today my love since the last time I saw you the time is just flying by it seems a long time ago that we sat together but in some ways it seems like only yesterday how I wish we could have had more time together what I wouldnt give for that all my love your wife Tracey xxxx