Hi My Love I am still missing you like crazy things have been up and down a lot, last Friday I was really down again but that was because it was 8 months since you have been gone from me 8 months seem to have passed so quickly but some times it seems like yesterday. I am trying to get myself together and I think a lot of the time I am doing ok but you are always there in my mind I miss you so much I miss you being there when I get in from work I miss being able to moan to you about my day I miss us going out together at the weekend. I just miss everything Kevin, I know you would want me to get on with things but sometimes its so hard. I went out with our Peter last Tuesday for my birthday but all the time I was thinking I should have been out with you and I wish you were here with me. I love you My Kevin and I hope you are somewhere where you are well again and I hope you are watching out for me because I need you to do that I just miss you My Love xx