Hi my love I've been thinking about you a lot today just how much I miss you and wishing you were still here. Our Jill's friend Bev was diagnosed with lung cancer today she's only 46 what is it coming to Kevin ? It brought it all back again Kevin. Its still hard to think about I try and avoid thinking about it. It still hurts so much. I hope wherever you are my love you are happy and well. I miss you so much in this life, but I know we will be together in the next one and nothing will seperate us again. I love you, your wife Tracey xx