Hi My Love, well I am back at work and trying to get myself sorted out. I have been back in touch with Debbie we havent seen each other for about 8 years, we are meeting up on Saturday for a catch up, it will be nice to see her again we were very close at one time. I think about you every day and still miss you so much Kevin. I wonder if I will ever be ok again, I've had lots of different things wrong with me since you died and I am still going to the hospital trying to get things sorted out. I wonder also if I will ever be well again my love. I know you are watching over me and I am trying Kevin I really am. I bought some new plants for your garden and, all the bulbs came up, it looks lovely again. I sit and talk to you there as you know. I love you Kevin xxx