Hi My Love well its getting colder now and dark in the mornings you know I hate the cold and dark so wont be doing very much now just staying in where its warm. I am trying to stop smoking at the minute Ive gone 6 days so far but its hard but I will keep trying. Had a chest x ray last week so I am waiting for the results of that. I miss you love and I wish so much that you were here with me. I hope wherever you are you are well and happy and I hope you are looking over me and taking care of me and Loren. I know you are waiting for me and one day we will be together again. I love you so much My Kevin and that will never change. All my love for always your wife Tracey xx