Hi My Love a bit of a bad day today I find Sundays the hardest I had a bit of a dream earlier well it was strange because I didnt think I was asleep but you had your arms around me and you said to me " are we going for an hour " it was your voice Kevin I heard you I felt so warm and peaceful inside I could feel your arms around me and then it was over and I tried to get you back again but I couldnt I know people will think its silly but Kevin I know your voice and it was your voice I heard it was so real and now I am back in reality and you are still not here with me and I miss you so much its been nearly 14 months and it still hurts as much I am learning to live with things because you do get used to things but that doesnt stop me missing you and wishing you were here I wonder if I will ever truly get over losing you and I honestly dont think I will I dont want any one else in my life even though I am lonely a lot of the time I had the best my love and no one could come close to you I love you and miss you so much my Kevin all my love as always you r wife Tracey xxx