Hi Sweetheart well we had the birthday party Loren really enjoyed herself all her friends turned up and they all had a good time she looked so grown up. Some of her friends stayed here they camped out in the garden but that was a bit of a wash out as it rained and the tent leaked so they were wet through the next morning. I wish you could have been here to share that with me my love, there is so much that you are not going to share with me I get down at those times because you should be here with me sharing everything I look around and see couples and then there is me on my own and I feel so sad Kevin I know people think I am feeling sorry for my self but I miss you so much I miss having you in my life I love you Kevin so so much. All my love for always your wife Tracey xxx