HAPPY 59TH BIRTHDAY MY LOVE. I got you a lovely balloon my love for your birthday its in your garden floating about, what else could I get you ? I wish you were here to share today with me I miss you so much. I cried quite a lot yesterday I went to bed and cried I miss you next to me I couldnt tell you how much Kevin my life is just empty without you I just live day to day really. I called for a drink on Friday but I didnt enjoy it I still look for you I think to my self that you are just outside. Its been just over a year since I last spoke to you or held your hand and at the moment I cant feel you anymore I am finding it really hard just now. I know there will never be anyone else like you in my life you were the one for me just as I were the one for you we waited for each other then we didnt have long enough together that is just so unfair and I hate this world for that, we should have had lots more time together we should have grown old together that was the plan my love. I wish I could tell you about happy things but there is nothing happy to tell you at the moment. I love and miss you so much. Wherever you are my love I wish you a really Happy Birthday and remember I love You. All my love for always your wife Tracey xxx