Hi My Love today I was upset I cried upstairs on my own I miss you so much my love I am totally lost without you here its no fun doing things on my own I miss just doing the everyday things with you. When do things start to feel better ? I dont think they ever will I know I will miss you until the day I die and am with you again. I think about you constantly and every day I wish you were with me I love you my Kevin your wife Tracey xx