Hi My Love well things are going ok but at the moment Cleo is a bit ill she has one of those cysts again on her bottom I took her to the vets and have some antibiotics for her which she hates taking as you know. Loren starts her main exams tomorrow her first one is drama so wish her well my love and watch over her. I am missing you so much I keep having dreams lately you are in them I can sense you but I still cannot see you I keep looking at your photos and wishing you were here with me like you are supposed to be. The time is passing so quickly it wont be long before its the anniversary 1 year I cant get my head around that. On the 4th June it will be our 8th wedding anniversary I remember the one last year it wasnt supposed to be like it was spending it in St Gemmas I wish with all my heart that I could change things My Love but I cant I do know one day I know we will be together again and until we are I will just keep on loving you and I will never ever forget you. All my love for always your wife Tracey xx