Hi My Love not such a good day today in 10 weeks time it will be a year since I lost you the time has gone by so fast but yet I cant believe its been nearly a year it just doesnt seem possible it seems like yesterday at the moment. God how I miss you I miss everything about you My Love. I hope so much that one day I will be with you again and sometimes I wish that day would come, my life is nothing without you I just get by day to day with no interest in anything I try and make the effort but is it worth it ? I try for Loren because she needs me and I wouldnt hurt her for the world so I suppose I should be careful for what I wish for. Its just sometimes its so unbearable being without you I wish I could walk into the Brown Hare on a Friday and you would be there waiting for me but that will never happen again and that hurts so much I picture you everywhere when I take the dogs out I think My Kevin used to walk along this path and you will never walk along it again its a killer Kevin every where I go I have been there with you and I remember things. I love You My Love and I always will xx