Hi My Love I have ordered your plaque it should be here some time next week I am going to put it on the bench in your garden it looks nice I have seen the proof and told them to go ahead with it. Well I know you will be smiling to yourself today about me I am baking a Christmas cake its in the oven as we speak you will think its funny me baking something as its not something I do very often as you know anyway we will see what happens it should be ready in about 2 hours so wish me luck and watch over it. I miss you so much Kevin life is not the same without you here with me I try to put on a brave face but inside I feel like I am dying, things are getting a little easier but thats because I have to learn to live without you it doesnt make it any easier inside though I was upset again last night I dont know what set me off but I just felt so lonely and lost. I know one day I will see you again and we will be together for always its just coping with living at the moment. I love You My Kevin I always will Your Wife Tracey xxx