Happy New Year My Love. 2018 starts without you. I think of you and miss you everyday it's the little things Kevin, you know what I mean. Things cannot stay as they were, time moves on and I have to carry on without you, that doesn't mean you are forgotten, I will never forget you, you are with me constantly I remember the happy times now, not the sad ending we had. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, I realise now that you spent the rest of your life with me and I thank you for that. We had some great times together, we did a lot of laughing and I totally loved you for who you were I will always love you Kevin there is no doubt about that. With all my love now and always Your wife Tracey xx