Hi My Love, it's been a while since I wrote to you, but I think of you every day, it's getting darker now earlier and I feel myself getting down, I miss you so much, even after all this time, it's still hard you not being here with me, sometimes I feel you are near then other times like now I can't feel you at all. I had a party here on Saturday you wouldn't have enjoyed it, you weren't one for crowds, but even though there were a lot of people here I still felt so alone I feel even lonelier now that it's all done and it's just me and the dogs again, but that's life I suppose, I just have to get on with it. I just miss you and I think of you every day. I love you Kevin xx