Hi Kevin well I am doing my 5 mile walk tomorrow for St Gemmas there will be me loren sarah and paula all walking in your memory, its strange how things seem to happen on the 25th but you will know that. Things have been a little easier for the past few days, except today I cried for most of it its still so hard I hate making decisions without you I wonder all the time if I am doing the right thing, I sit beside your garden and talk to you, I ask you what you would do and usually I find an answer. 13 weeks 3 months tomorrow since I last saw you I cant belive the world is still turning without you, some times it seems a long time ago and then other times it seems like yesterday.I miss you so much Kevin. I love You.