Hi Sweetheart, well the cold and dark nights are here now I stay in more now, you know what I am like for winter nights,Loren is still doing well at school and still doing her Saturday job its very quiet on Saturdays I tend to spend the day on my own with the dogs not doing very much. Christmas will be here soon another one without you, I cant believe that this is the 2nd year you'll not be here with us, the time is going by so fast. I still love you and miss you so much Kevin I know I will never stop loving you or missing you. My life has changed so much, I am not the same person anymore my whole outlook has changed. I love you My Kevin xxx