Hi My Love we got back from holiday yesterday it was ok but not the same without you,you wouldnt have enjoyed it, it wasnt your type of holiday too busy for you my love, we all got on ok so that was good. I thought of you often as I always do I feel a bit better in myself at the minute but I know that wont last for long it never does but its getting better very very slowly I know I will always miss you and wish you were here with me but I know I have to come to terms with things and I will do that in my own time I just take things one day at a time. I love you Kevin and that will never change and I miss you and that will never change. Well my love thats all for now I am thinking of you as always all my love your wife Tracey xx