Hi My Love well things the same really I went out with doreen and mick last saturday the last time I was out with them you were with me we had a good time then didnt we? it was ok but not the same without you, but nothing is the same without you. I have just had a weeks holiday from work the weather has been pretty bad cloudy and rain for most of the week, Loren is doing her exams at the minute I think she is doing ok with them, you would be so proud of her I know she misses you but she doesnt say very much. I miss you so much Kevin nothing is the same. I havent heard or seen any of your family for months now and that is such a shame I dont know how you would feel about that but I just try to carry,on well Ive got to carry on wether I like it or not. I love you My Kevin and that will never change it will be your anniversary soon and our wedding anniversary just before that it will be 8 years this year my love but I know you know that I just wish we could have had a lot more years together we didnt have long enough did we? I love you sweetheart and I miss you I am always thinking of you and wishing you were here with me. All my love for always your wife Tracey xx