Hi My Love well I have got some lovely blue lights for your garden I am going to put them up nearer christmas time they will look so lovely against your glass wall. I have tidied up your garden and put new plants in for you it will be lovely in the spring I wish you were stood at the side of me looking at how lovely it looks. I miss you so much Kevin, when I went into your wardrobe last week I could smell you thats the frist time that has happened and I knew you were near me it made me feel close to you. I love you so much and I am trying to carry on without you but its so hard. Soon it will be 5 months since you left I dont know where the time has gone I never imagined for one minute that I would be without you it still doesnt feel real to me. I love you My Kevin xx