Hi My Love I am a little bit down tonight I was thinking of you earlier and how much I miss you the weekends are the hardest to cope with knowing you're not with me not spending our time together its hard. I planted the bulbs in your garden today ready for the spring how I wish you were here to see everything it will look so lovely for you. I miss you so much Kevin and I love you so much it just doesnt seem fair what did we do so wrong for this to have happend to us why did we only have 8 years together when we should have had so much longer? I need you near me my love so much.The time is passing so quickly and it shouldnt. I am dreading the dark nights you know how I always hated the dark and cold winter nights it will be much worse this year without you with me. Please stay by my side i love you and miss you xx