Hi My Love well its been 8 weeks now and I still cant get my head around the fact that you are not here with me, sometimes it seems like a long time ago that I last saw you and spoke to you and at other times it seems like only yesterday I think of you constantly and I miss you so much I dont think this ache I have will ever go I love you and I am finding it so hard being without you. I received my ring today the one I had made it has some of your ashes inside it so now wherever I go You go but I know you are with me wherever I am all my love for always your wife Tracey xx