Hi Sweetheart I was just thinking about you and 6 years ago, today was the day we were told you were terminally ill, I can remember it so clearly, like it was yesterday. I keep thinking how did you feel when we were told, what thoughts went through your mind, did you cry when you were alone for all the things we couldn't have I don't know if you did, you kept all those thoughts to yourself, I wish you hadn't. I know you wanted to protect me didn't want me to be sad and scared, but now I wonder what were you thinking? I miss you so much Kevin, I am so sad, I can't seem to move on with my life I just miss you so much, everything is the same, nothing changes, perhaps that's my fault for doing nothing, but it all seems so hard. I love you and I miss you. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. All my love for always Kevin. Your Wife Tracey xx