Hi my love, things here have changed a bit, Loren has left and gone to Uni in London she went a few weeks ago so as you can imagine its pretty quiet here just me and the dogs. It's lonely a lot of the time, I was so upset when she left because it wasn't meant to be like that, it was supposed to be our time once she went off to Uni, now its just my time and I feel a bit bitter about that, I feel as though I have missed out on so many things. We should have been having great times together, but it wasn't meant to be my love. I miss you so much, I love you My Kevin. xxxx