Hi Kevin, well ive just had my second eye operation and I don't feel good st all, I wish you were here so I could talk to you, I feel so alone at the minute no one here just the 2 dogs that haven't got a clue what is wrong. I miss you more than ever at the moment, its always the little things that get me, I suppose I am just feeling sorry for myself, but its hard when you are on your own, I didn't expect my life to be like this, but we don't always get what we want do we my love ? I miss you so much. Apart from the eye op things have been pretty much the same, Loren may be going to uni in September so that will be another hurdle to face I just wish you were here to share all this with me the sad times and sometimes not so many of the good time just lately x I love you, yours always Tracey xxx